I am almost done writing my first draft of my love lessons. I have two chapters left to write.

I am mentally drained from writing the last three chapters. I haven’t written anything in about 2 weeks. All of my thoughts have been about reflecting on my past work and how I plan on transitioning to this next chapter. I thought one way and now I’m thinking another.

The Ex I just finished writing about…. I already know he is going to truly hate this book. I feel as though no matter how I write it, he will have nothing good to say. He’ll try to stop it before it even hits shelves and he won’t even know if he’s even in it or not.

Is that someone they call a “true hater”?

Is that someone who doesn’t want you to succeed after a breakup? Even after they give you that cliche conversation,”I wish nothing but happiness and the best for you.”

Is that someone who never truly loved you at all?

I’m not sure this particular ex ever really loved me.

I’m not sure this particular ex ever really loved himself.

xoxo,

@londonfbby

London